Book 1 pages 101 – 111
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Book 1 pages 101 – 111
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Book one, page one hundred. All workers in this world are working for the devil. Working for someone else is humiliating punishment.
Why don’t I have so much money that people will work for me instead of working for them? Because it is the devil’s attempt to humiliate. And show me and everyone they are just slaves no more. The rich people enjoy poor people working for them for little money because that is a devilish pleasure.
Which means they are demonically possessed and those who work for them work for the devil that possesses and enslaves. I spent 33 years proving that and searching for God or a God that would correct and right that wrong. Only to find there is no such God in this world.
And people actually serve the devil until they retire when they are too old to work. Old and tired after an entire life of worshipping and serving people’s demons. If there was a logical thinking God, he or she or it would understand my thoughts before I write them.
However every thought that I write is news as if I have to explain morality to God. Who we thought is the creator of morality to correct injustices and immoralities. So what is the belief in God if God lets you get humiliated at work everyday and treats you like a no good slave.
While you are hurting and suffering the injustice and immorality of minimum wage. Because if there was a God I would have powers, respect, money and great abundance. Rather I am just getting meaninglessly so it seems.
Why doesn’t God prevent people from using what is bad and damaging and hurtful to them. At least by explaining that personally to every person. What is the use to let people learn by themselves.
Their lives start getting destroyed while they learn by themselves. And there and that is not mercy and we thought that God is merciful. It all looks like an evolutionary contest in which the losers are not important.
Which is egoistic and selfish and we thought that God is an altruist and the opposite of selfish and egoistic. However most people are the losers and the poor and enslaved. And what is God’s treatment and relation to them? None.
As if there is a difference between important people and not important people which is their bank account. If the only reason why some people are considered important is because they are rich. And that is the only reason how come they enjoy life and are treated respectfully.
Then this is the devil’s world under the devil’s rules and laws like money. And therefore succeeding financially means you are a good player in the devil’s game which is evil. Meaning if you play an evil game well it means you are exceptionally evil.
Very evil more than most people. Therefore the rich people are the most evil people because it takes a rare kind of evil to hate people so much. You don’t want to help them.
The rich are evil not me. It seems for all God cares however it may not be like that. It may not be an evil game in which only the evil succeed.
Maybe it only looks that way from afar because I am evil and therefore poor. So maybe it is the poor that are the evil ones. Because if drugs, alcohol and tobacco are the reasons why success was prevented for me.
Because they are evil materials and only stupid people use them and stupidity is a form of evil. However I surely know that is the only reason why I am poor so far. Writing this complaining while I could have been rich already if I didn’t use drugs, alcohol and tobacco.
Then if that’s true why doesn’t God prevent people from using drugs, alcohol and tobacco? And what about the people that have and are and will die and dying and died from drugs, alcohol and tobacco? So what if they have a medicinal value? It is written don’t put an obstacle before a blind man. Children are blind to the knowledge of the destructiveness that is in drugs, alcohol and tobacco. And they get addicted to those harmful substances from childhood.
It took me 33 years to understand from all the damage I suffered from already that these are the reasons. And I wanted to prove to God that even good people like me suffer if God is not in their lives. And it is cruelty and lack of caring from God that is injustice and not moral and not good and not kind of God.
God didn’t stop one moment to think that if God doesn’t warn people of the destructiveness of drugs, alcohol and tobacco. Then billions of people will destroy their and other lives needlessly. Which is counterproductive to the creation initiative which is a good idea to create lives.
However what about warning people of the dangers in their environment? What about helping people take care of their own bodies? Which make the life experience possible and different if influenced by evil or no. Because evil leads to death and a lot of problems before death. If they pile and add up more than a person’s ability to handle and manage.
So God is watching how drugs, alcohol and tobacco have been ruling family’s lives. So God is watching how drugs, alcohol and tobacco have been ruling my family’s life for more than a hundred years. And then watches as it does the same to mine, God forbid.
Some people go kamikaze because of injustice and are not willing to live under evil conditions and kill themselves with drugs, alcohol and tobacco. And how many such people already died? Millions or billions. And what does that say of God? That God is cruel, emotionless, heartless, non-caring and not helpful.
Doesn’t that counter the creating lives initiative of God? That same creator of life wouldn’t have wanted people to suffer and die. If he, she or it creates lives for them to love the experience of living life. And most people fall into the devil’s traps, suffer and die.
Instead of the good life the creative power wants for people to live. So why didn’t God think of that before I explained it? The same lives that God creates from love, use drugs, alcohol and tobacco and suffer and die before time. Therefore, of course, there is nothing left of people after they die in a world so cruel.
When a person suffers in life to some extent, he or she doesn’t believe in God anymore and wants to say to God, Where were you when I suffered? Where were you when I needed you? Where were you when I needed your help? Where were you when I trusted you? Because he or she thinks of their own body and the damage it has or is suffering or suffered from. And remembers that it is because he or she or they trusted God to help them and prevent them from suffering. However, when God didn’t help them and they suffered from then, they no longer believe in the same God.
So after a person is damaged, he or she cannot believe in God anymore and starts thinking realistically. Which means that God is nowhere in reality to be found, because realistic thinking is atheistic thinking which doesn’t believe in God. You believe as long as all is right in your life, however, when or if all is wrong in your life, you wouldn’t believe in God anymore.
And that proves that even if God exists, God doesn’t help no one. Not in this life and therefore not afterwards, because there is no afterlife, because the end of life is death. Which proves religious thinking is wrong, flawed and deceiving and lying, because it teaches you your life and or afterlife will improve if you start believing in God.
Which is exactly opposite to the truth, which is that when or if you start believing in help from a non-existing source, you will make mistakes expecting help and receiving pain instead. So religions are just as dangerous as hallucinogenics, for example. Religions cause people to live in an illusion, hallucinating there is a God, like drugs.
Now if all of these are principles in martial arts, one would argue my answer to that claim is I studied, learned and practiced martial arts more than most people. Which is why it is so hard to classify me and why I combine multiple personalities and I thought of that all the thousands of times I did training. In a sense, like I thought that martial arts philosophy says that you shouldn’t use drugs, alcohol and tobacco.
And correlates martial arts as a savior from drugs, alcohol and tobacco. Which is another reason why you should practice martial arts, because it will save you from drugs, alcohol and tobacco. Maybe one does look through reality or at reality and all of it says some meaningful words about one, meaning reality reflects aspects of all human characteristics.
Because when a person wishes good to others, he or she receives those benefits too. And maybe even first in how you talk about others, that talk comes right back at you. As if you were talking about yourself and influenced that reality you were talking about.
Which is why you should always think and talk only good thoughts about everyone that I know, that you know. What is new about that? Maybe even goodness works for evilness in this world. Although we say that God created evil and evil works for God.
And maybe in different perspectives both of those are true. And maybe money is not bias and is natural and objective. And maybe it is the most important and main aspect of human life.
Too bad no one taught me that so far. Otherwise I would have saved some money. Maybe reality is so much subjective and reflective of one self that it includes the rule of karma.
Then the question is who do you think God is? Is it a computer? Maybe an unknown? Maybe reality itself? And does it matter who you think God is and does God exist? Is it important? Does it make a difference? As much as I think about religions and God and God-like people, I cannot be satisfied with one version. And then I realized I must represent my own version of God. How much you should write, how much you want, connect to the productive side, not the destructive.
We don’t harm people nor anyone else. Every cognitive dissonance becomes a multiple personality with time. And from that you know that’s how the entire humanity is built.
Because cognitive dissonance is a mental, psychic phenomenon. When a person contradicts with actions or emotions or thoughts, the logic and cognitive mind and every such contradiction initially represents a different character and evolves and develops another personality. And because that’s how all people are different from each other, that’s another proof that all the people in humanity are the private organisms of the soul of Adam, like private characteristics and personalities.
Because all people are different expressions of the human soul. And every different personality has different, maybe even contradictory opinions, which all in one mind might be like that many cognitive dissonances or more. So if although I think and know so and so, I do otherwise, which is a contradiction to what I know is right, by repeating such bad actions a person develops personalities to those contradictory thoughts, like for an example using drugs, alcohol, tobacco, even to justify why I use them, and every person is a different perspective from the first human soul, known as Adam, each time.
It is very noticeable that humanity is an evolutionary contest. However, to what goal or what goals may be unknown, because it is the second level remoted far from its own level, because it is next level. And in every level you can only realize the next one level, not the next two.
However, the EC is at every field of human life, because by realizing a level you obtain it, and we strive to improve by realizing the next level, and in the process we realize how to obtain the next level, and then not in the process of realizing how to obtain the next level after this one next, because still on this level and realizing next level, like in mathematics, by its connectors to the so far known material, and therefore cannot capacitate simultaneously how to realize the next level after this one next, because it takes up 100% of my efforts, and between every level and level there are my 100%, meaning the distance between every level is my 100%, because that makes up a level, because I am my 100%. So when humanity realizes improvements in every field, from new people, every generation, each such improvement in every science and field is considered a level up to a next level, and in each such time they see the best or the new best up to date in every field and science there is. It is a realization of and in the next level in human evolution, like in inventions and other achievements, and as long as that level hasn’t been studied it cannot be surpassed, and so is in every discovery and invention that the previous best up to date is reigning as best until or when or if surpassed.
Surpassing achievements takes time, because we evolve in time. Intergenerational genetic learning equals evolution from the spiritual perspective above and beyond time. All of the time of humanity’s evolution is known, even if it is infinite and far from that perspective can be understood that each such level in time of humanity’s general and specific evolution is a layer from the reservoir of souls, because surpassing achievements takes time, because we evolve in time, and each such level is evolved to some maximum level, so why does it take time for us to evolve? We have life experience and genetic biological learning data stored in our DNA, also intergenerationally, and from father to son every such level has maximum capacity during genetic creation in time, due to learning and formation before birth and the age of the father until creation of first child, will make up the amount of data from the father differently at 20, 30, 40, for example because of life experience that takes time and improves due to adaptability and biological learning from the human level, because we deal with objects through space, whether it’s reading words, hearing voices, sights or in any other way, knowledge and learning and life experience is affecting the person until every new skill and knowledge gets recorded into the DNA, from time spent in repetition and dealing with skills and knowledge, improving and learning takes time because of the speed of our perceptions of objects and movement between them in space, however knowledge obtaining improves exponentially because you know more about how to improve with experience in obtaining knowledge, about obtaining knowledge because every obtained level becomes usable in the mind, a fact considered if proven.
Imagine if you listen to a person that is giving you a lecture at some exposé, as an exposé overture of subjects in 10 sciences in an endless spiraling regime, a little bit about every subject and upgrading the knowledge intersubjectively, and also with every subject and using every science to prove and explain and think and connect common features instead of talking, instead of taking the same time speaking about one subject as if it does take the lecturer to go through 10, who would progress knowledge more because all the sciences were thought of in advance by God or gods and then put together in a system of inter-actional influences, and they are complete because they enable life and are infinitely smarter than our ability to understand in full. Thinking about 10 sciences rather than one is like using 10 powers rather than one, and you are at a different level of knowledge of any science at any time, and therefore complete knowledge from fields you know more about by interconnecting between them, and that’s how mental enlightenment works because it is only new discoveries and realizations all its time, and to understand new knowledge about any subject we need to use our knowledge from other subjects, so it would be more useful and efficient to learn many sciences than one specific, because the knowledge accumulated that way is greater after some time than the otherwise best scientific experts in the world in any field, because the overall knowledge surpasses understanding. The human body is holy, god-like, perfect and blameless.
God is the power of life. So that’s how I try to go through every subject, increasing knowledge and proving this is the key to mental enlightenment, as long as I realize new realizations and as long as I can learn from myself, I do, and then use the help of external sources of information, and every subject, field and science I know somewhat about, when I think of it, it reminds me from what it is built, and then I think of another one, and so on, when I need to, I read my material to encourage thinking and mental enlightenment happens.