4.7.25 Book 1 pages 31-60[1]
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4.7.25 Book 1 pages 31-60[1]
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All right, this is the second recording about the books. This is the 5th of July 2025. We are at page 31 from book one.
So, as I re-read some of this material, I found another point which I can continue my explanations from. For example, such as the difference between a heavenly life and a hellish life being whether you can fulfill your desires or not, and from that depends your belief and perception of life. So, in this world, you can find heaven or hell.
And then I thought about the subject leading up to that, which is genetic procreation that seems to reward by the rules of this world more genetically pure people than mixed bloods. Being a mixed blood is very difficult and I cannot compete against pure bloods because they seem to have surpassed me at any test. And this world is all about competition and winners and losers, just like in microbiology and genetics, all the way down to the level of the sperm and the egg, male and female genes.
And it is interesting to notice that even in this world of the microbiology and sociology, the same rules apply. Macrobiology, meaning the people with the purest blood, the most typical of their type, are getting rewarded the best and represent the most. And who am I representing? A Russian Jewish mix, which is rare, my father’s mistakes.
So, it seems to remind you of my father was crippled for life at the age of 27 in Israel. So, maybe mixed bloods are abominations. Every fruitful trees bear fruit to its own kind.
New subject. Why is the history of humanity kept a secret? Why is the history of humanity a secret? And who is behind keeping it a secret? We surely know that, for example, the feats of building, cutting and engineering and carrying great heavy materials that can still be found worldwide today is or are beyond humanity’s current abilities. They all require great scientific knowledge, meaning the knowledge of our ancient forefathers surpassed our own, at least in some fields, all the way to the creation, implement, emplacement and enrouting of the sun and moon, which is even earlier and greater feats and accomplishments, which ironically, philosophically and literalistically may imply that the further in time we go, the less smarter we become.
And the disconnection from every different time and level of creation is apparent, meaning that drastic changes in time and knowledge of other levels include losing most of that knowledge. And also, we may think of it as purposeful, such as in the notion of beneficiaries and benefactors, as in saying that our forefathers are the beneficiaries that made us the enjoyers of the benefits they created and maybe to prevent the next generation from ruining their synthetic creations of all the elements that make up our world. They limited them and us again and through time from being scientifically able to destroy their creations for us to receive the benefits, which may be the reason for the dumbing down of society.
So, for example, if we think of reversible creations being possible by knowing the same level of knowledge as the creators and then somehow making sure we will not reverse their creations in spite by making their creational and reversible knowledge not attainable by next generations, that act could explain why all is the way it is. If needed, it did happen. If indeed it did happen and the multi-level, multi-time proves that it did and does still happen as in the keeping a secret of knowledge, such as in, for example, the compartmentalization of knowledge, so that no compartment will know of the other compartment’s knowledge, so that it cannot overthrow the system and be all-powerful, all-knowing, is a safety measurement precaution, which explains how come earlier achievements cannot be recreated in any fields.
We cannot even create a smaller humanity, which suggests that that’s what we are, a smaller humanity created by a bigger humanity that prevents us from creating the same as they, which is the only explanation of our limitations. If people used to live up to a thousand years, and, for example, a person living a thousand years learning all sciences, then would ten people living a hundred years at least equal his wisdom and knowledge, if they taught their ten generations, who could be smarter? One person living one thousand years or ten people living one hundred years, if they communicate their knowledge. Because, for example, when the person is at nine hundred years learning from his experience, another one hundred years, would he reach smarter conclusions than the ninth person living one hundred years, conveying his knowledge and accumulated from nine others who taught each other to the tenth such person? Questions.
How come I experience psychic phenomena that is a result of space exploration, such as fear and disorientation? Sometimes I forgot about the rules of this reality as if I’m out of it and back in, and sometimes I forget about my past and future and or future before Genesis. I also don’t know how to relate or address to God. I forget about God’s existence and mistake or not God for a computer.
I try to communicate with the other side of the telepathy and I don’t understand whether I’m talking to God or a computer or people or what else. The creational power Adam has is because of his soul, not body. Also, when you are for such a long time in a darkness that you forget whether or not reality ever existed, you forget about the supposed limitations of your mind’s possibilities too, and you naturally and easily create when there is no one there to doubt your powers and insert thoughts of disbelief in your mind when there are no foreign effects or influences from evil sources, when you are the God of one place and at some time you want to create the world, when you have long past and long ago stopped dying and all you know in an infinite life with no dangers and there’s no one to scare you and you are perfectly 100% sure of your godliness and fully confident in your powers and feel yourself as the only intellectually capable God there is.
So now I understand I am God-like. There is no evidence of God as a human other than me. I am Adam, I am the creator, I am Elohim.
Reality has moral rules of morality. I cannot create money due to those rules. I can create when I am a soul without a body.
Scientists study the effects of God on reality. For example, why did all the material combine and organize to create life is because Adam, the God of one place, wanted there to be a world of living creatures which Adam thought it would be good for life to exist. And then probably from being outside life, Adam thought it will be good for him to be a human being too.
God inside life, an assumption I now know was wrong. It is not fun or good to be a human being. However, it was probably by adding of life power energy to reality that made it exist and therefore what was created in bodies was that what was already there.
An unmanifested potential of raw material which was thought of as good because of a lack of awareness and a lack of knowledge which raises the question why was all the dead raw material revived? Why was evil reanimated? Maybe so that I will know next time to not repeat those mistakes. Actually, I don’t need and I don’t want as well as how come I still haven’t found any field of expertise that can earn me lots of money? How come my childhood was so crazy that I didn’t find a profession? How come it seems like I will have to work for a small salary six days a week for another 35 years until my pension and jobs that are foreign to me? And in what can I find meaning in my life if I still haven’t found any subject that is interesting to me that I am especially talented in or at? From one side there was there has to be a talented a talent and from the other side there has to be a subject that is interesting to me that can earn me lots of money and that I am talented in for the talents to become fruitful financially also for me to enjoy my life otherwise it seems like suffering until you retire at your pension age. Can you find me a subject in which I am naturally talented in or at that will earn me lots of money? Meaning a profession in which I can be successful because if no that also proves that God didn’t create me thoughtfully rather I may be a result of my father’s mistakes and maybe I am a mistake maybe I shouldn’t have maybe I cannot maybe because I am of God I should be talented and should live a meaningful life and should achieve great success in my life and should be very helpful a very helpful person that helps lots of people and therefore is financially rewarded very well.
Why is it so difficult for me to find a profession in which I am talented that I think I can earn lots of money that can earn me lots of money that is worthy for of my interests and effort? What can I be good at? What would be a good financial plan for me? Why should I even try? Because to be enslaved for a little money doesn’t seem like a good financial plan worthy of my time and effort. Why don’t I have lots of money? How come humanity is far more advanced than me in every field? Why don’t I see any changes of success in any field? Why do I feel? Why didn’t God think of all that? God helps me. God guides me to the good life.
We can talk to God. Can God help me live a successful life? All those questions got answered with one word fitness. Interesting is that after I wrote my questions and complaints I started hearing a voice navigating me conversationally to understand the answers to those questions and complaints and I didn’t know that before nor could I have thought of all that because I forgot about what I wrote when I went to work and at work.
The voice explained to me that the answers to the questions and complaints I wrote at home so it was explaining to me that it all has to do with fitness. Fitness solves all those problems that I couldn’t find the answers to that I struggled with. How can one word fitness solve two pages worth of questions and complaints? Why were all my questions and complaints? Because I didn’t spend enough time doing fitness that means it must be an important subject.
God just explained to me for hours for eight hours at work why fitness is good for me. So why didn’t I earlier understand that fitness is so important? Because it is the hidden way of life that God does not want everybody to achieve. So does fitness solve all of humanity’s problems? There has to be one field that does.
Do you know why doing fitness solves all of humanity’s problems? Just like with me. Why does doing fitness and sport exercises solve all my problems personally and the same is true with the entire humanity? Because relatively I am an average human being and the same applies to everyone. Imagine if everyone in the world had practiced fitness every day especially gym fitness.
So you have in the fitness gym all these facilities with weights and ropes attached to them and chairs and pulleys and levers in different structures of equipment and devices that are suitable for the human body to practice movements versus weight to strengthen the body’s abilities and you can train at every angle according to the body’s limitations through those exercises your mind body connection and achieve full mastery of the mind over the body and achieve maximum strength and you understand that God thought in advance to create the human bodies so that we will be able to do these fitness exercises in the gym and elsewhere and that everyone will compete over maximum strength and other parameters and created the human body bodies so that by practicing fitness exercises we will be able to achieve maximum strength and power and that is why they say strength and honor. So generally if everyone did fitness every day from a spiritual relationship mentality with God as their main personal goal in life they wouldn’t have set any other goals that could have contradicted the main goal which is to achieve maximum strength and power physically biologically I mean bodily like as in so that I will be as strong as my body is able to be and to develop that strength and power the body rebuilds itself and becomes more powerful and stronger after every training and there is a difference in achievements between practicing every day or sometimes more rarely because by practicing every day you force your muscles to build so much that to be able to withstand doing fitness exercises every day for an hour or two so if the entire humanity’s purpose was personally to achieve the most strength and power they would they would not have wouldn’t in the future pursue any goal if you have to train at the fitness gym every day other than to do different fitness exercises every day and that would demotivate criminal activity however it is a free world and you cannot force people into any set of behaviors and because gaining any advantage is very difficult it is very difficult to help people at all for example if people buy my multimedia material we can study together and be a big force however I don’t have the money to advertise and publish it yet to help people I don’t know if what I’m writing is interesting or not I think it is I surely know that if I had now lots of money I would invest a great portion of it to the study and publications of my multimedia material especially even more so now that I’ve realized more recently about human nature how fragile it is and how few there are comforting places of study and teaching that make up for the human difficulties and can make people stronger and smarter to solve our problems I recently realized that what I used to think about God wasn’t true and therefore new realizations about human biological life the bodily life explains themselves to me how much fragile is the human body how we cannot trust God even when we cross the street and therefore of course we cannot trust God at all and therefore we should study and teach more about what helps us instead of religion the religious version of God was proven wrong in my mind at least and I wanted to believe and used to believe with an innocent heart that God is watching and helping and keeping everyone safe however I’ve learned from examples of other people’s premature demises that accidents happen happened in the past for all kinds of people believers not and if human life is not more important than the driving traffic of automobiles that then that puts a different perspective on what in life what is life in the world and what is God it is difficult to find people that you can trust for a long time because it is very easy to go crazy and everybody is living their own life and it is better to forget about God because even if God exists it is spying after your human life as if it thought you wouldn’t notice it it is spying after you and to please it your life has to be interesting because it is spying after everybody’s life and thinks of the differences between every person and loves watching and listening to everybody’s life and prides in successful people what is sad about these times is that there is no one that makes me happy that gives me hope so you have to make yourself happy and give yourself hope and make the time of your life a happy time world war one and world war two proved themselves about the nature of the goys and ever since and furthermore now we the same people who suffered from the goys throughout history are now ruling the goys financially reason purpose and results from world war one and world war two we who suffered last century now are ruling humanity banking preserving all human creations is valuable and important to differentiate from racial differentiations humanity would be synchronized would be indestructible meaning if humanity learns to preserve all of its creations and overcome racial differences differentiations then we will accumulate knowledge and power thrive upon this plane planet just like fish synchronized swimming how do fish swim together with no ego and forms and shapes collective mind idea hypothesis does fish mind over matter concept really exist provably so fish mind work together in synchronized swimming like a big entire body made up of many little fish and they turn at the same movement moment when they synchronize swim so does fish mind connect over distance and work together as a group every fish knows its place in the group unmistakably isn’t that a miracle so if humanity can work together beyond racial differences without sinking each other’s ships that would or will be the next level of evolution so forget about your individualistic brain and join with the collective group profile brain so there’s the difference between individualistic brain and the collective brain which is noticeable in animals birds fish and humans too so that one can either respect represent the ego equal individualistic brain equal personal or the collective brain like any flock now how does a human flock look like for example all the workers in the factory although each doing different work maybe to some extent all together do what is in the benefit of the factory the factory owners which is for the factory to produce products and of course each receive their individualistic contribution worth of salary so for another example a protest or riot is a wave of people joined by an idea so that is the manifestation of the same quantum wave particle difference where all the particles act alike act like a wave or a motion of or movement so this is the same difference as in rising above destructiveness into productiveness is by working together non-egoistically pro-life helping each other above and beyond racial differences together in boundaries of respect and love and mutual partnership so although there is time evolution which is evolution in time it is only up to the level of the previous age physics chemistry biology humanities products of people’s influence then a second group invented chemical processes then a third group invented biology and then we the fourth group in the biological world which was thought of in advance by the first group so first of all group invented all of the conditions for life in physics so that’s why we have scientific limitations although scientific evolution because these limits of knowledge were put in place by our forefathers and mothers just like the limits of a kindergarten for kids we have put in place for their own favor for them to play and learn without wandering off and we understand that our forefathers and foremothers were and are much smarter than us the creators level number one god that have thought up all the conditions of our lives and how to put all the elements in place to enable life number two four elements universal level number second level of sizes universal doesn’t equal number one relative level of size and humanity living on earth into the past understanding world level number three creation and the creation of lists main levels micro quantum number four hopefully beyond ourselves people level humanity we’re looking outside personal level number one physics number two chemistry number three biology number four reality of our world our world zoom in zoom out planet starts planet stars elements materials molecules atoms quantums sun and moon we are living a reality which is made up of four multi-dimensional levels and we have four multi-dimensional levels sizes of reality fire air water earth equal we are biological beings in a physical world made from four elements the conditions for life must have been invented before they were created because the multi-dimensional reality is in each other each dimension from zoom in to zoom out is created from the same materials in different multi-dimensional sizes that scientists study learn about and explore in different sciences that teach prove and show what reality is made up from and the rules of reality about how materials materials interact and about the structure of reality and also about the differences and similarities between different materials and different sizes of reality which are the physical representation of spiritual powers that are also energetic so our forefathers and foremothers the creation of this who invented reality are our real parents and our real gods because someone or some groups of people must have thought up of reality before it was created because reality has multi-dimensional systems on and in every level of reality the multi-dimensionality of reality is systematically created on every size one soul two mind three heart four body etheric mental emotional biological inner outer four levels of human beings self-awareness as in equal consciousness the soul is bodily as in equals to being conscious of oneself you are your body being aware your soul mind emotions by and biological feelings are all in your body consciousness in human terms is your total feeling of life on all four levels is inside your mind inside the brain which is inside the head you are conscious of reality by your body the body is your total feeling of life on all four levels you think with your brain which is biological you began your consciousness in your mother’s womb and we feel like there are four levels of multi-dimensionality in us and also you feel time you feel your emotions your thoughts these four levels all the your body and you feel feelings and you think and you feel your soul so both you and reality is made up from four levels fire wind water earth are the four elements reality is made up from physics chemistry biology world differences in size zoom in zoom out our universe stars multidimensional reality molecular quantum universe also micro subquantum every species survival depends on their abilities to maintain themselves and procreate and maintain their procreations to maintain as if to take care of all their cares and needs and humanity although made up of many different species as a whole is also a specie and just like any specie has to take care of all their needs and ensure their survival and we all face existential threats existential threats all the time and have to react and act right in any situation and we evolve mentally in our brain wisdom and invent new inventions and solve problems and have to think and consider the existential threat of the end of resources we depend on resources that are finite the population of humanity increases it is logical to assume that the cost of resources will only increase with time and supply will only diminish and there will be fewer and fewer quantities of supply available and therefore most of humanity will fight over resources and at some point in time only the rich people will be able to afford the cost of resources necessary for survival and therefore the majority of the population will fight over every job and every resource and humanity will increase less and procreate less and will die more because of civil wars and major wars and because of the ending of resources all available necessarily for survival for some time until a new balance will emerge the question is will humanity be able to survive the end of resources once resources will be much will be so much expensive and valuable financially that only the rich people will be able to buy them all the poor people will run out of resources because of their diminishing reserve increasing demand which will make with time the supply much more valuable including liquid oil fuel and the cost of it will be increasing and the cost of all the supplies with will increase gradually every year until only the rich will be able to afford the cost of the supplies and most people will start protesting on the streets an army will have to calm them down and then country will fight with country inside and out and out so then it is logical to assume the cost of living in human financial monetary terms will increase ever more even more after the major wars move on to different areas and or different times and only the civil wars for survival will continue only the very rich will be able to afford the cost of survival and there will be even fewer people the natural direction of the nations besides israel is to study about the natural world and to study about the micro to macro universe and multiverse and so on dimensions parallel realities and all else the nations wouldn’t think about kabbalah and judaism if it wasn’t for us the nation of israel so within the sects groups of judaism scholars there is only one that teaches kabbalah to the nations the rest claim that it is forbidden to teach to the nation this group is a society of people that studies and teaches kabbalah to the nations believe that that that is one of the main meanings of the nation the nations of israel is to be a light as in to teach to the nations and believers and believes that israel is meant to teach the nations and the difference of that mentality the mentality of all the other groups is that all the other groups don’t have such a goal i believe what this group believes one of the other differences is also that because we have such a belief that we have to teach the nations our perspective on life differs from other people that don’t share that perspective and because of that our answers to life life’s philosophical questions which make up our perspective are also different so the nations without israel would not have thought of kabbalah and thanks to people like me we are learning kabbalah and the differences between our answers to philosophical questions are related to that goal and perspective because for example most groups don’t have a purpose to teach the nation some material and we do and therefore because we believe so we have other standards and ambitions and beliefs and perspectives and goals in life one of them being to teach kabbalah to the nations while the nation study and explore the natural reality we study and explore the spiritual reality in the hebrew language and other people may believe that their pursuit and goal and occupation should be in other professions however ours is in kabbalah that’s the answer to the question what should be my profession and other questions such as why aren’t you learning and teaching some other material because the material i’m most proficient at is kabbalah we need to increase my financial income we need to increase our mental and productivity our mental productivity we need to work together and love each other you need to understand that some people hate and those are the same people that don’t learn kabbalah even among the kabbalah students there are haters however the majority of them love me and the majority of people that don’t believe in their material hate them and that same hatred i have felt from some people in israel that make my finances and job and jobs and work difficult for me and you need to help me overcome the haters and you need to identify the problems that come from other people in my direction and prevent them from influencing me and understand that all these haters out there they uh they also hate god and they hate all the gods of other of the other religions and they hate the people of god even in this small country of israel where we are all considered israelis there’s hatred and diversity and racism the enemies of jesus also hate me and it is in their genetic character one of the characters of the jews is that they hate the white race ashkenazi is also white and israeli jewish and the the jews also notice and hate even that difference distinction because we were because we are whiter and brighter than them and they also envy us and want to be like us and compete with us so you need to identify them by their facial features their hair color and understand by the differences and similarities between people what people work together well people that are similar because of the natural genetic love and preferences for your own race similar people work together better you need to love me not hate me love means respect help protect it’s us against them we need to succeed in life not work with haters rather among people that love and respect you we need to have at least two good jobs that’s another form of racism i’ve noticed which is racism against good-looking people good-looking people can be found in all the races however i would like to think that all people are equal these differences in interactions at work between people caused me to notice that people notice and feel and think about each other each other’s outwards appearance differently about different people which includes not only the typical racism rather also the interracial racism types towards good-looking people from bad-looking people there’s a natural hatred towards good-looking people and envy that can that cause problems in interactions from which mostly the good-looking white people suffer and that hatred comes from spiritual energetic differences
